The Young Bird Series: Up, Up, & Away

(First novel in the Young Bird Trilogy).
 
Sometimes my life feels like i'm looking in in someone else's life and going along with it. As if it were a movie and I was picking out my favorite parts. Looking and laughing along with everyone else because that part was funny. Or crying becaus ethat part was sad. Evaluating myself. Either thinking, she's crazy or she's a bitch! As if I'm hovering and riding along with everyone else and watching the spectacle that is me. Nevertheless, my relationships dont define me. How I choose to live does. And if me fucking and sucking my way through life is how I choose to live, then the only person that I am hurting is me.
Right?!